Track 24: Strip Club Struggle

• SPEAKER_00: For me to realize what your vent and reasons was perceived as by reading something that in the press or
  
• SPEAKER_00: some kid in the show.
  
• SPEAKER_00: I mean, I know what it's supposed to feel like.
  
• SPEAKER_00: I mean, I never put a label on.
  
• SPEAKER_00: So right now it feels great, but there's been so many changes in the scenario
  
• SPEAKER_00: that I never even knew what the fuck it was supposed to be.
  
• SPEAKER_00: You know, the definitive Guns Noses guy.
  
• SPEAKER_00: It would take the compilation record put together by the record comfort
  
• SPEAKER_00: for me to even get an idea of what that was supposed to be.
  
• SPEAKER_00: And then I would be.
  
• SPEAKER_00: I'm not, that's not fucking right at all.
  
• SPEAKER_00: You know, and then I could start to analyze.
  
• SPEAKER_00: And guns for nurses actually first started,
  
• SPEAKER_00: and we persevered.
  
• SPEAKER_00: We were taking all the bullshit,
  
• SPEAKER_00: and then going from that to working up the street.
  
• SPEAKER_00: And then we worked our answers off,
  
• SPEAKER_00: doing the fires, and scamming like crazy.
  
• SPEAKER_00: And so we went up the ladder.
  
• SPEAKER_00: To me, what seems like, so still teeny tiny steps.
  
• SPEAKER_00: many steps.
  
• SPEAKER_00: Physically speaking, but they, you know, the tour was done.
  
• SPEAKER_00: And suddenly we were back on the street, and that was a shock, you know.
  
• SPEAKER_00: And like, we didn't even realize where we got to it.
  
• SPEAKER_00: It was suddenly we dropped.
  
• SPEAKER_00: And once we did finally went on a higher level, but now we'd like,
  
• SPEAKER_00: now we're just doing those same little steps as we were doing in the early days
  
• SPEAKER_00: and from a different level.
  
• SPEAKER_00: It's all been such a fucking long haul.
  
• SPEAKER_00: It's hard to look at it.
  
• SPEAKER_00: And it's hard to look at it.
  
• SPEAKER_00: The whole time has been a struggle.
  
• SPEAKER_00: From the early days, all the way to where we are now.
  
• SPEAKER_00: We've survived power of that shit and we've worked our asses off the ground.
  
• SPEAKER_00: I'm going to play.
  
• SPEAKER_00: I think the best way to keep your hand in control is our side.
  
• SPEAKER_00: And it's not easy, but it's like you grab onto somebody else.